Take Note
When you start struggling, 2 things are involved, you have messed up somewhere, 2ndly, or there's something valuable or greater in what you are doing.
If I may ask, why are you serving God? Some are serving Him because of Money, fame, and protection, cause they were born into a Christian family.
Sometimes, it's like God does some special things in some special areas or people, making people think that He can't do that in others, but the truth is God is the God of all and as such, we need to be patient and align ourself according to our hope, belief and strength.
There's this relationship that we lack. We try to put everything in religion, and religion is eating us up. Christ is in desperate need of a relationship. It's not about going to church to be counted or cause there's a need for the seats to be filled or the need to wear that outfit or socialise.
There is this feeling you get when you are in a relationship, a genuine one. That kind of relationship where nothing else matters, just that person, and you want to please that person by all means and with everything you have. Let your will be done, so Christ said in Matthew 6:10, that means His father’s will and priorities were more than His.
That's a relationship, putting your spouse 1st in everything. Christ said, If He is not God of All, He is not God at all. That’s a reassuring message that God is the greatest. Most times we want to justify everything. Being in a relationship, you just have to let go of the other side chick and other people, just to concentrate and flow with your current spouse or date. That's what a relationship is all about.
That's how it ought to be, to let go of all side chick(Sin, Satan, Evil), cause you can never have a fruitful relationship when you are having an illicit relationship.
Have you ever seen a jealous lover?
How he or she reacts when they see you with another person. that's how God is. He said in Exodus 34:14 (New Living Translation: You must worship no other gods, for the LORD, whose very name is Jealous, is a God who is jealous about his relationship with you.
We need to realise that we were created in His likeness and image according to Genesis 1:27 Goodnews Translation: So God created human beings, making them be like himself. He created them male and female. Having such understanding would make us realise that God Himself would always be on the lookout for us, providing for our every need and giving us the best if we are in a relationship with Him and He will hold back when we cheat on Him or worse when we are not in a relationship with Him. But it will only happen if we align ourselves with him. Just be available, just align yourself and He will do everything.
He said in Exodus 14:14 "New Living Translation: The LORD himself will fight for you. Just stay calm. But we just need to let the Light of God be revealed in our Life, cause the world is in desperate need of it. Be desperate about Him and everything will be added. Let's not forget that is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him.
Be fervent and steadfast in staying in that relationship with Him. God bless you.
In case you want to be in a relationship with him, it's easy, you don't need to ask him out or go on a special date with Him or test His love. His love is eternal and that's why He sent His Son to die for us. Just realign yourself and ask him to be your boo or bae by saying: Dear God, I’m sorry for leaving you when you came for me, I’m sorry for neglecting the Love you have for me.
I want to go on a serious adventure with you and to be in a serious relationship with You. Forgive me my sins and please accept me into your heart. I know you love me, I love you also.
Thank you for everything. Amen. Have a wonderful day.